You got the house, you got most of the money and possesions and you trampled me underfoot without mercy.

Leaving me destitute and broken, even now, 10 years later.

Your temper as likely to be as strong as ever, closing your eyes as you shout, throwing water and objects.
You are probably as self-centred as you ever were.
You’ve probably got someone else to do your bidding as an unpaid servant.
You’ve probably had your plastic surgery.
You probably still shout, still do as you say not as you do, still hypocritical.
You told lies about me, then told others why you might be ‘afraid of me’.

Even though I tried to help you and provided you with medical and legal help and love and support. In the end I realised I was just a means for your ends.
I realised that you had opened ‘in error’ every handwritten letter addressed to me.

How mysterious it was that you were ‘ill’ every time I went away on a course and had to travel hundreds of miles home every night.

Your sabotage including keeping me awake half the night arguing before an important presentations.

I did something wrong - but I realise now it was my subconcious acting to escape from your totalitarian regime becaue I wouldn’t have been able to do it consciously.

When you rang me up to ‘put it behind you’, after 8 years, your agenda was centred around you. I had no chance to gather my thoughts to say what I wanted to say. Though you said you had ‘forgiven me’ and put it behind you, you made it obvious you were the same aggressive self centred person you always were. Your tone made it obvious the call was monitored for your career progression and nothing more.

After ten years, your deadening grip has fallen from my heart and head. I know at last what you are.

I have let go at last.

Over that time I’ve began to heal myself mentally and spiritually and very recently, found riches beyond measure that are far beyond your limited comprehension.

From those riches, I forgive you unconditionally.