Everything in my life is going downhill but the thing that upsets me most is how I feel like my boyfriend is always looking for something better. There are 3 girls that he knows I’m insecure about; his ex-girlfriend of three years, and two blonde girls that he seems to be getting closer and closer to. If they’re not on twitter publicly flirting right in front of my face then it’s through texts or facebook messages, telling them how beautiful they are. It seems like he has more of a connection with these girls then he does with me. He’ll say he’s in love with me but he never shows that he cares and never seems happy. I’m insanely in love with him still though, I don’t think he’d ever cheat physically but I’d prefer that to the emotional cheating he seems to be doing at this moment.