I am writing to get everything off my chest.

Heres the long story cut short: Im a final year uni student and have 2 weeks until I hand in my dissertation. I\\’m dyslexic so got this 2 week extention…great you may think.

I constantly emailed my tutor all easter to only get nothing in reply though we had previously agreed on emailed feedback throughout this time.

So Easter holidays finished and I went to my first tutorial back. I thought my dissertation was perfectly on track, i expected a few amendments, you know here and there.. but i was fully prepared to hand it in.

It got slated to hell…the tutor didnt explain anything and i was prepared to ask as my soul had been ripped out trampled on and swept under a rug. My dissertation at present was a fail.

So i went home and cried…A LOT.
But I had it half in my head that all would be okay as I has a specialist meeting today with someone to help me as im dyslexic….
So i put on a brave face and continued with my mission..
ONLY to be screwed!..i cried…how embarassing..
She contradicted all that was said from the tutor and left me in complete confusion with a still failing dissertation.

What gets me is WHY i wasnt told any of this is ALL the other sessions! WHY everything was okayed…until now.

Everyone is trying to advise and it helps a little bit…
like i understand what I need to do…but putting it into practise with 2 weeks to go…

I basically have to rewrite everything…
10,000 fully referenced words in 2 weeks…

But you know what….the people who didnt go to any tutorials, who didnt get any advice… who have no idea what they are doing…will still get better marks than me.

and the worst thing…im pretty much getting 1st\\’s everywhere else… but the dissertation is like 40% of the overall grade…. so if i do pass my dissertation i still will get a shit degree…

3 years and over 20grand wasted

FUCKING FABULOUS
(excuse the french.. but you can see why its needed)