Dear R

Your biological clock may be ticking, but mine is irreversibly broken. Just because Im a girl that doesnt mean I want to be popping out a little demon child of yours.
I love you, but I cant give you that.
Sincerely,
The person you have been waiting for all your life.

I miss home

Dear whoeverreadsthis,
Hi. I miss Europe. I miss home. I miss my dad. I miss my language. I miss the food, the smell, the sight, my friends, my old school, the buildings, even the small fights I used to have with everyone. I regret that I never went to France or Swizerland, they were only minutes […]

sick of it all..

why is everything in my life such an actual fail. nothing ever goes right, everyday of my life im faced with different people who just constantly have there little digs at me and get under my skin. even my ‘bestfriend’ i hate her. thinks shes something shes not, urg. and the lads i chose to […]

Dear Neighbour

I get that you don’t like the way I choose to live my life. So I like a smoke, it’s not like I’m robbing you to pay for it. A bit of wind and the smells soon gone so whats the harm really?
Perhaps you shouldn’t believe all you read in the daily mail.

Still Waiting……..

For goodness’ sake, write me my references, PLEASE! I can’t send off my uni applications until you send them to me and the later I leave it the less likely I am to get a place!
If I can’t start in september this year I will have to stay living at home in my rubbish town […]

Dear whomever..

sometimes i may appear bitter and jealous towards you all. And to be honest i am.
Everyone else is moving on with their life, their hopes, their dreams, finding the one they love.
Me? Im trapped in this body. This body that controls me, not the other way round. Physical pain is high. Brain fog destroys my […]

cal

I MISS YOU
so much

Dear *

Please stop talking, you make my ears bleed!

Stupid Girlfriend

Again its friday, and the boyfriend has gone for ‘one drink’ after work 4 fucking hours ago.. he is ment to be taking me out for dinner, its our anniversary, and tonight he is drinking in fucking london, tomorrow i have to go to his friends fucking house warming..
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY.
Jesus fucking criste…
I will not txt […]

I need the loo!!!

Dear husband,
I love you, very dearly. But please! You gave me herpes!! And I wouldnt mind but you dont get symptoms and I do!!!
IT HURTS!!! I want to use the loo, but hurts too much to go!
So I just want to say F*CK YOU for giving me this YOU JERK!!!